Protected: Day 5 – depression sets in

So fast… Week 1 of the new semester just officially ended. And I’m depressed. OK, mild depression, not clinical kind. Sigh… maybe I ain’t fitting in well with the new semester yet, but I know… I know… somethings are just too hard to change, too hard and fast to slow down to your liking and change them.

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A walk through Bugis Street

ARSHHHH. KAWAII neh. Hahaha just now went to Bugis Street after lecture to walk walk. Ahem ahem, actually not walk walk also. More like I have a intention to walk out of that blasted war-zone with a good brand new bagpack to call my own. w00t.

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Kiss Goodbye

Kiss Goodbye
王力宏
盖世英雄
Baby 不要再哭泣
这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心
好好欣赏你的美

幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走
去跟随

* 每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开
每一次kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

我才明白爱最真实的滋味
我终于明白

Repeat * *

First day of Sem 3

bingoo. welcome to sem 3. BINGOOO. Welcome back to REALITY.

(boo-hoo)

Ha. At least it wasn’t that bad today, consdiering i didn’t have ANY school. =D Worked for 4.5 hours though. Should make a nice allowance for the rest of this week.. haha…. ha. =.= Sometimes I feel so pathetic ah, trying so hard not to take allowances from my parents. But what does it entails? Just means that I have to watch out for my spendings lo…

*shagz* Had a fever of nearly 38*C until this afternoon. Working like SNAIL liddat. Must be all the heat from the Subway Hi-Speed Toaster getting to me. SIGH. I need a lifeeeeee awayyyyyy from the toasterrrrrrr. -__-”

Went back to NP at around 5:15pm to help out Hiekal and Kristy they all for the Scavenger Hunt. OMG I’m feel so bad inside, having petrified a year1 into tears. >< Hey I really didn’t mean it ahhh. SIGH. It wasn’t meant to be scary… er…. *crosses fingers* Ok la, hope she isn’t angry with me for being slightly spooky-sounding. I was JUST the tour guide… *grins*

Oh man, and that’s all I wanna report for now. Lol. SLEEP. Lecture at 10 tmr. Gotta wake up at 7:30am le laaa. Fullscap paper also haven’t buy yet. HOH SEH LIAO. =)

Being bad and feeling bad.

I had enough le, ok. Really enough le. All of you. You you you and you. and maybe you too, the 1 at the back.

Stop making my life miserable. All of you with your * actions. And insulting remarks. Bah. Why am I always the clown? Did I let myself be made this way? Bah. I’m too soft. BAH.

No, but I can’t bring myself to be hard on friends. Well… at least people whom I consider to be friends, and it certainly has to be mutual… not to be treated like a clown, that is. Whatever. It’s late in the night and I’ve no idea what I’m typing again.

Time for me to grow up a lil bit more again… grow up la, Gel!

Today was FMS Orientation. I altered myself from normal behaviour abit. BLEAH. I DON’T LIKE MY “NEW” SELF. =( Forget it. It isn’t fitting to behave this way, neither is it morally right to do it that way. And it certainly defeats my own psychological functions with this way too. Ok whatever… whatever… I shall just revert to the ol’ Jia Yao who doesn’t use gel and wears old, old clothes. =(

Sigh… Depression setting in le la. Sigh. SIGH. I hate myself.

I

H-A-T-E

M-Y-S-E-L-F.

V___V

sigh. what to do, what to do. i hate myself, i hate myself. and i hate the way everyone is treating me. I finally understand, Aileen. “Art students are like that, very angsty and emo one.”

Hmm. sigh. =(

想太多。夜长梦多！

哈哈，我好开心哦。又是一个开心的夜晚。我们聊着聊着，都不知不觉过了深夜了。

啊~~~ 好开好开心。=x 还给了我一个迷你测验。满准的哦~

啦啦啦。我会疯掉的啦！我想今晚又会。。？>< 每当我有这个预感，总会实现的。=x 哈哈。。。

好啦好啦。睡了。晚安~~

A First among the Many Peculiarities – Fresh to KTV concept

Hahaha. Ahhh. Today went to K-Box with Huimin and Li Yun!! WAaAhhhhsSsssss. Nice. I must admit, it’s my first time at a KTV lounge. Err. Haha, at my age, that’s quite surprising, reallly… right?

Ok it was a real blast for me. Next d@mn time, I’ll remember to make an advance booking before I go. It seems the KTV craze is here to stay. *grins*

May I so boldly declare… Wednesdays will be KTV day for me?!?! Ahaha. Perhaps bah. Think work will just pile even before I have the chance to blink my eyes. *blink blink* ahhh…

…. I should never, ever try to blog at night. I have no idea what I’m talking. Urghh.

Off to sleep. Tomorrow sees a blasting celebration of Lee Teng’s birthday. =)

Nitez all~

Action novels appeals to me!

Wee. Have been seeing the FOC ppl around in school bloody lotsa these days. Bleahh. BLEAH. Sigh. It’s not easy to accept the fact that you should have been there, that you could have already been in e midst of their midnight walk now, if not for some other pressing reasons…

Ahh oh well. That aside (not literally), I’ve started picking up novels to read from the school library. Haha. Actions novels, to be more precise. Err. I’ve tried some really slow-paced or romantic stuff, but errr… they don’t really appeal…

Haha the 1st book I read this holidays was “The Astronaut’s Wife”. An film-adapted novel. Now I’m hooked on to “The Ice Limit”. w00t. Great. All film adapts ahhh. No time to blog liao. =x

Oh, on another note, the video editing for the FMS Video isn’t going too well… not at all. Sigh. C*CK UP LA!!! Sigh.

(Pleaseeee, don’t ask me why I censor my words. It’s just intuitive. Shouldn’t be for minors, more like it.)

Me. And my split personalities.

Hahaha. Yay… finally decide to write something more meaningful than my previous dilly-dally or nonsensical entries. Yup yup, it’s about MEEEEE… and my split personality. Err… or rather, my split PERSONALITIES.

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Badmintoon oo-laa-laa

BWAHAHAHA. 6 hours of badminton free play today. WeeEeEee. When can we do that again?!?!? No no, next time don’t eat the Al-ameen pratas le. Not nice de =(

Hurray for Darrell, the Pool pro. HAHA. [%__%"]

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