Welcome To My Life

Yes… sound familiar, dear Op Koom members?
YUP. It’s the song I used for the 1st part of the 6minute video shown that song.
Why did I choose this song? I dunno. Perhaps it just showed the slant and emotions of the filmmaker… right? Haha…

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me

Yes… no one’s there to save me… Welcome To My Life…

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Status Conferral, man.

SERIOUS these stuff are nice. Haha, IMHO, anyway.

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-2209537864052803818

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=23001461990843806

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-3345283909242427249

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1871088462094145430 (shit i know i ain’t suppose to luff at the expense of a child, but heck!)

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-4535240709851933538 (good skills, indeed)

Operation Koom

Strong. Sturdy. Strong. The 3 “S” of Elephant ride, as outlined by Frankie. Ahaha. Couldn’t be more true, could it…

Worthwhile good-for-nothing-me.

“… and I realize there’re much more worthwhile things in life waiting, and I’d have moved on soon.”

没关系，能拿得起的事物，我当然也能放得下。那是“道”的需求吗?哈哈，我想太多了。。。

Hmm. I’m officially out of FOC already arH. Haha… haha… it slowly came to me as a disappointment when Deborah advised me not to participate because I CAN’T GO FOR THE TRIAL CAMP BECAUSE I HAVE COMMUNITY SERVICE TRIP IN THAILAND.

You know what? BOO. Yes. BOOO. But I know better than to “backstab” people online nowadays… ha, if THAT incident is considered “backstabbing” and “defaming”. Jolly well those are the truth from ANY perspective.

Ya, but back to the story.ZAPPPP. Yes. No. More. FOC. For. Me. *END* Was it disappointing? It certainly was… but I realized, “Maybe being in Challengers and FOC and the SU isn’t really the thing for me after all. Maybe the other reason why I didn’t get in FOC is because of the blogging incident…”

But whatever the case, I’m out of it… and most prob me and N. Boon are the only MCM from the original Challengers Camp who won’t go for the FOC. Haha. Sad cases.

Hmm. Come to think of it, I never got along well with most people since I came into Ngee Ann Polytechnic. Not with most people in Mass Communication (which is really an ironical move to make, since I frequently miss the point and thus mis-communicate), not with people from Badminton Club, not with people from the Student Union. Yeah, SURE you can ask around… pretty much everybody know who “Gel” is, but you won’t find much people talking nice stuff about me.

Ha… ha… to h3ll with it. Like I told Miho, I already gave the worst impression I could during the 1st day of campus life. Ahaha. I’m that kind who turns people off rite?

Let’s see… now I’m being true to myself! Why am I so detestful? I have a big mouth, I waggle some fashion style straight from the Stone Age, and most importantly… I speak little. Hmm. Do I? YAAAA. In my impression of myself, that’s what I am.

On an entirely different note, but just as unfortunate, my laptop got stolen.
Boo. Bet some of ‘ya are popping champagne the moment you read that sentence eh. Mr. Choy once told me many [*] has lost their sense of family values and bondedness, unlike [*]. I’m not so sure myself.

Not having the best of impressions of humanity, including myself, I am.

Protected: What is love to me? (An interpretation)

知足

哈哈。。。 刚才又和她谈了一会儿。
那种感觉。。。直接从心儿上。
偶尔见一次面，我就真得很满足了。
就算是网上聊天，我都求之不得。看。。。我仿佛就像一只哈巴狗，就只会跟着人家后头。。。

sigh. 为什么。。。为什么她需要经过这些。。。这些折磨。。。。

懒性的我

哈哈哈。 这几天我都开始懒惰起来了。 就拿今早吧。。。aa。。。 也不算很早了。。。 起来的时候都将近中午时分了。 =x 都差一点迟到了去泰国的会议。 说到迟到， 到了校园之后， 我遇见了毅道中学的几位老师。 有那个 Mr. Chong, Ms Gaiathiri, 还有另一位不知名号的女老师。。。 但我都没上前去问候。 哈哈， 迟虽迟， 但。。。 哎呀， 我估计他们都不认识我吧， 虽然我都与他们相见好多次了。 恩， 就这样插身而过。 哈哈。

Hmm… 那个就不提了啦。 说说昨天的吧。
哈哈。考试终于过了， 而这个学期也可说是到一个段落了。好开心，好开心哦。考题竟出的如此容易。。。=D 也不能称容易啦。。。 可能是我早有准备? 希望如此， 那我今后的考试也能顺顺利利的过。 哈哈。

仿佛好久都没见到她了。 Mmm… 希望她明天会出席。 哈哈哈 =P 哎呀。 莫明其妙。 我到底在想些什么。
我这个人， 永远都不会主动的。。。 哈哈！ 算了。 至少我还可以从远处欣赏她， 又有什么不好地啊。。。
哈哈。。。 哈哈。。。 我好天真。 但天真也有天真的好。 好在哪里啊。。。 aaa。。。 就暂时不谈吧！ =)

这几天都在看那个 《仙剑奇侠传》 的 VCD. 跟朋友借来的。 =P
看着看着， 好像就看到第二十七集了哦。 但不能熬夜去看这些戏啦。 不健康 – 身体会受损的。

算了。 若明天有时间的话， 在继续看下去，也不迟吧。 哈哈。

说到明天。。。 哎呀！ 要一大清早赶到学校看什么 Apple presentation 的。 我没拿奖。 =(
气人， 气人啊。。。 只希望自己别迟到就好！

早睡吧。。。 晚安。。。